Office by Alex Penny
Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
This is my main blog
over the course of having a tumblr. i have fallen for 3 different girls. it made me realize that they were all different. it made me realize that other than a femme, i dont really have a type for girls. the first of them, the ever so beautiful, deep profound, poet, singer, energetic, sweet and somewhat hipster, with an incredible interesting life that you’d imagine you’d see in a movie, someone that your mind seems to always find itself thinking about and one i’d describe as the one that got away. the second, the one that acts kind of funny, seems a bit glamorous, new york girl, one of those girls you’d see on tumblr and wonder how she exists, carefree, a bit odd, but one of those who just exude a feeling of being cool, interested in the somewhat bizarre things, all over, incredible. then there’s the last one, young, a bit naive, one with somewhat of an emo girl hair cut, minus the teasing, where it’s actually quite nice, it’s just a haircut with jagged ends and layers(the way i like hair to be), heart completely pure, but with insecurities that never seem to go away. one of those girls who believes that everything is their fault, and their are no redeeming qualities to them, but really, they’re incredible and beautiful, and as sweet as can be. you wish you could take her into your arms every night, have her snuggle into your body, kiss her on the forehead, and keep her mind at ease. you want to do everything you can for her, make her happy, protect her, but no matter what, you cant, and it physically hurts to be so far away. sometimes you think of making your way to her, but you hit reality and know it isnt that easy. you’d tear down the world for her if you could find the way to. you love her with everything you have because she’s the one that never left you when you needed her, and the one who is sure to always love you.
i just find it odd that they’re all so different, and yet, i still love them. i still find them to have amazing qualities and to be great people. i still think they’re people who, if i had a chance with, i’d try to sweep them off their feet. i dont know about this last one though, what we’ll become, but i love her with all my heart, i just know that chances of us being together are slim.
