Office by Alex Penny
Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
This is my main blog
I really love Lauren. She’s incredible, and well thats really the least you could say about her. I remember when I really liked her she was everything I could ever want in a person, and well she still is, but it’s different now. I’m really glad we’re friends. I actually consider her one of my best friends. It feels nice to say that word and actually mean it because i feel like my other friends have been shitty lately. What’s great is she cares about me like i care about her. I realized that when she said “Hey. I care about you just as much as you care about me. Let me in.” And you know, I’ve never really had anyone say that to me. Before, I used to spill every little thing to anyone who would listen, but now when people ask, i brush them off, tell them nothings wrong or I’m fine, and thats where it ends. But no, with Lauren, she’s adamant. When she knows I’m upset she doesnt give up, and she wants me to let her in. I feel like I’ve never had anyone who’s wanted to know what’s happening so much that they actually told me. i dont know. The whole, “let me in” phrase seems to resonate with me. She’ll always be that one person that i will always care about, and she’ll always seem like the one that got away. but you know i’m okay with that. i feel like i’m a bit childish for her and she has bigger and better things to do than waste her time with me
