Office by Alex Penny
Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
This is my main blog
i dont know what’s going on with you, or your phone or some shit, but god could you at least find some way to talk to me? you know some way to at least cancel plans we made to hang out and not just leave me waiting for you to text me back or call? i want my god damn best friend. god, no i dont even know if i want that. i’m just so sick of everything now. you’re not there for me to talk to anymore, and i feel like i cant go to anyone anymore because either they have no idea what to say and they bluntly say wow that sucks i dont know what to say, what i want to say is about them, or i just can’t talk to them about this shit. this has really been bothering me lately. you know when i noticed it was so bad? when there was that night i laid in bed thinking about suicide and just cried. and it all seemed to so fucking endless, the crying, the thoughts, and life. like there was no escape from anything. i thought to myself how the fuck i would make it through this year of school. i just feel so lost and alone. i dont know how i’ll go back to school because i’ve lost just about all my motivation. everyone just feels so empty now, like i cant relate to anyone. i dont particularly trust anyone anymore and god that’s crazy because before i’d trust practically anyone i knew. why do i wanna cry now.
i need someone now. i need someone to hold my hand through this. i want her to, but i know that wont happen. fuck my damn proclivity to like people who live across the country
