Office by Alex Penny
Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
This is my main blog
sometimes when i think of suicide, i think of drugs
i think of just riddling my body with drugs and alcohol and becoming just a piece of shit teenager so i can kill myself slowly
and when i finally die, nobody would be sad. everyone would just think i’m a dumb ass teenager who was too arrogant to see what i was doing. in reality, i would know what i was doing, because it’d be like slow suicide. it wouldn’t hurt anyone. nobody would care.
but see, thats what stops me from doing it a lot of the time. because if i did, it’d be selfish. i’d be totally disregarding the effect that i’d have on people. and no i dont mean to sound conceited or anything, like oh yeah a lot of people would be devastated, but being the average teenager, there would be one person who would be upset, ya know? i can’t do that to anyone. i dont want to.
