just raw feelings.

Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
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November 27, 2011 3:25 pm

Dear Future Girlfriend,

notestomyfuturegirlfriend:

You were my girlfriend last night. Today I don’t know who I am. I don’t know where we stand. Everything was so fast, and then I couldn’t handle it. I couldn’t control it. I didn’t even know if what I was feeling was real, or if it was appropriate for how long we have known each other.

I don’t think I can do anything long distance. I’m a physical person. I need to touch, I need to hold, I need to kiss. I can’t do any of those things in this situation, and that upsets me. I’m sorry. I hope you read this. I want you to know, that I really did mean what I said to you. I really had those feelings.

You are the sweetest, and you are the cutest, that much is clear to me. That much is evident, because I could never be those things for you from so far away. I could never be enough for you.

If I have broken your heart, I understand if you don’t want to talk to me. I want to explain myself. I want you to know that I want you to be more. I want you to come here for school, because it’s a dream of yours. It’s an amazing dream. Be more than this, please.

All my love, all my friendship and adoration, all of my infatuation,

Me.

i feel like this fits my situation to a T

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    fits my situation
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    a post was meant...crying mess right now. oh goodness.
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