just raw feelings.

Hi, I'm Brittany and this is my personal blog. I don't guarantee something that'll always be profound or beautifully worded, these are just my thoughts and feelings. To be completely honest, I'm a gigantic idiot. Now I warn you, you've stumbled upon every thought that has passed through my mind; no filters, no nothing. Don't be shocked if I say something pertaining to you or offending you. Because this is my personal blog and I don't care and I don't expect for anyone to actually care, I'm just getting it out there.
This is my main blog

May 26, 2012 9:09 pm May 23, 2012 8:39 pm

story time of why i hate fake people. like really hate them. random but just thought of it because of facebook

Read More

10:16 am

and i read the old messages and the texts and i remember the first time i told her i loved her and it sucks to not have that anymore. but i know that’s how it is. i know you cant force someone to stay in love with you or love you at all and i guess that’s what really sucks too. that i know i can’t do anything. but it may not even be that. maybe it’s just me.

May 22, 2012 9:35 pm 7:17 pm 6:06 pm

Today while crossing the street, I stood at the very edge of the corner, and the cars blazed pass me with such speed that my hair would flick in the direction with out any other warning. And I realized how fast they were going, and how close I was to them. And I kept thinking “Right now I could just jump into the streets. I could throw myself in front of a car and I’m pretty sure I would die. Like I could seriously do it, I’m so close already.” And at the point it seemed so tempting that I didn’t trust myself. I just kind of stood there thinking for too long and the light turned red, and the cross sign flipped on, and I just kept walking and didn’t think about it till now.

I scare myself sometimes.

5:58 pm 5:55 pm 1:28 am 1:10 am